Breaking Free!!

Like a leave want to blow in the wind aimlessly or want to be the first rays of a dawn hugging the mountains or want to be the chirp of a bird or the sound of a gushing brook flowing down the mountains and creating the music of life feeding my soul within!!

These thoughts constantly takeover the reigns of my mind when am ensconced in the lap of nature and transcends me to a world unspoken and unheard of where my thoughts takes the form of words and words takes the form of a rhyme and a Verse when romanticizing with Nature. Hence blocking away the world left behind filled with mundane chores that makes us so sluggish that the feeling of Breaking Free is born most of the time!!

Even in my tender years when in Commune with Allah often used to ask Him one question:-"like birds why didn't You gave us the wings to fly?!" Maybe since then this feeling of Breaking Free is deep rooted within me I guess!!

Perhaps that’s the reason why I never wanted to marry and whenever used to see a couple with children always used to scoff and ask(to myself)as to what their life must be??!! and why marry in first place??!! But once in a job and away from Nature and the Treks and all my best buddies married off and having no time for me that I started yearning for a partner!!!

Thus, things changed and so did my thinking(doubts, prejudice regarding marriage)and they did for better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I married to a most amazing person more unwavering and strong then I am, a pillar of strength that I lean on to when shrouded with qualms!

Now my life is stable and is filled with euphoric moments as am a proud father of two beautiful daughters whom I call my Oxygen and Bloodline very fondly!and now the question to Allah when in commune with Him has been replaced by another:-"why unlike a Calf or a Fawn a human child cannot run soon after being born?!"

But now after being a good son, a brother, a husband and a father I yearn for space and time to write poetry which I don’t get any---so the feeling of Breaking Free still persist and once a year I do Break Free and get lost in my world of nature and poetry where I pour my heart and thoughts out!!!!!!!!

Now after growing in all these years and savouring maturity! for me writing poetry is just not an interest but Spirituality--a soul cleansing experience of a life time, hence making me a more refined person and a better human being!!